When I started to paint last week, I didn't know what I was doing. I had nothing in mind like usual. I just painted and went with the flow of the movement. It didn't take that long that I saw something in my painting.
I saw a music note shape, and it brought me back 12 years ago when one of my biggest dream was to sing. At that period of my life I wanted to sing and make a career with it. I had a song coach and I and I was performing once in a while less than I was expected. I was a gospel choir member and I liked it.
I was needed to express myself but I couldn't find the support through the musical career that I was looking for. I didn't believe in myself enough to decide to do it no matter what. I decided to gave up on my dream because I wasn't able to keep pushing to make this dream come through.
Not so long after that period, I started to paint and discovered that I could express myself in different way. Thanks God that there are many ways to express our creativity. When I am thinking about my desire to become a singer, I realized that I was in a BIG BOX. I was stocked in a narrow mind set that didn't give me many options in life. I am very happy that I got 'Out of the Box' at that time of my life . That allowed me to be who I am today. I will never stop to dream again. It's not because I didn't succeed with my dream at that time that I will never succeed with other dreams.